The Wall of Creativity, The Projectors.

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Saturday 5th August 3:40 am: Lol, is this factual? This chamomile tea is getting to meh!

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God owns loads of projectors. I sometimes think we are bound because we can only do one or two things well. Bound to our talents and gifts. The zenith of us?  If we were boundless beings, we would be able to be everything. Let me explain, rather presumptuously. When people have near-death experiences, they talk of understanding everything: math, science, physics, English music. All knowledge seems comprehensible. This is similarly depicted on Earth through the spiritual manifestation of “tongues,” a language that transcends earthly bounds and unifies in the spirit first, then on Earth.

We are bound to want. God allows us to know how to master. This is my analogy of the projectors. If there are 8 billion people on Earth, and half of us die every day, then he has 12 billion projectors. Lol, is this factual? This Chamomile tea is getting to meh!

You cannot enclose, you cannot bind something that is boundless. But we are boundless because when we are in heaven, we understand everything? So, the person who can bind us to a few particular talents is the one who is boundless. He is the one who is all the knowledge understood in heaven and manifested through the projector, very specifically and personally, particularly on earth.

This is my understanding of creativity. I do not think we just make things; I think they come from a source. It reminds me of Thomas Aquinas's theory of the uncaused causer … maybe we do create them on the spot but with the inspiration of a sauce that already has them all sort of algorithmically or just as storage. But I am hesitant to limit God to simply storage. I think he multiplies even beyond the idea of the algorithm, seeing that the algorithm is an understanding of the projector and not of the source. So, then, I don’t think I will ever really know the answer to this idea, but I can conclude that I don’t think ideas are our own; they belong to the owner of the projectors.

That’s why I find it weird that anyone wouldn’t be humble. When I create a really good beat, I’m like, “damn,” that’s really good, and that’s where my confidence lies in the “damn, that’s really good.” But I begin to think, who’s the one that created me ….  If this beat is that good … and I am nothing, yet everything to God… who is God, how incredible is God that God can make all of that happen through so many different projectors. I am hollow and he fills me with his excellence, his design. I am merely the moving, evolving projector, and he is the source. I call it evolution because it comes from a source, not simply created in that instance by my, Heta’s innovation. But instead, it is a complicated mini-creation to my human mind, stemming from the source.

Haha, I am definitely going to revisit this one!